It occured to me during one of these self debates that for every reason I came up with to bail I had a reason to stay. By the time my first class was over I had realized that for every reason I felt I was justified in using to leave was the exact reason why I couldn't.
Here is some of my inner dialogue:
But I don't have the time.
Well, you shouldn't have committed then. Besides you had the time earlier, now all of a sudden you have better things to do?